Shadow on the Mountain
Dedicated,
with respect, to the North American Indian.
A
tale of captivity and compassion.
Fore-tale
Joe Cartwright wound the reins of his cutting pony
around the hitching rail and strode for the house. It was the tail end of a very
long, hard day in the saddle. The sun was sliding down the sky towards the
mountains in the west, and shadows were lengthening across the yard. Spring was
turning rapidly into summer, and Joe had been roping and branding calves since
daybreak; he was hot, dirty and tired. His clothes were filthy, clotted with
sweat and dirt; his face was so coated with grime that it felt like a mask that
would split if he smiled. Right then, Joe didn’t feel much like smiling.
He remembered, but only just in time, to stop and bang
the worst of the dust out of his clothing before he slammed inside. Indoors, the
house was dimmer and cooler but airless. The large and comfortable living area
was neat, tidy and devoid of anyone on whom Joe could vent his temper.
Frustrated, he threw his hat down on the sideboard and ran his hand through his
dusty curls. He brushed himself off some more while he scanned the familiar
room. The furnishings were an odd mixture of sturdy, locally built pieces: the
long sideboard and the timber built table before the fireplace, and imported,
French elegance. All of it was well used. There were woven rugs on the polished
wooden floors, and across the room where the staircase lifted and turned and
lifted again to the upper storey, a bright, Indian blanket had been draped over
the banister. A tall, ornate clock ticked solemnly, and a pine-log fire burned
in the hearth despite the heat of the day.
The room wasn’t entirely deserted. As he turned, Joe
caught a movement in the corner of his eye.
"Hi, Joe." Adam Cartwright, Joe’s older
brother by some ten or twelve years, strolled out of the office area. He looked
cool and casual, with a saucer in one hand and a cup, half raised to his lips,
in the other. "Had a good day?"
Irrationally, it irritated Joe that his brother
preferred to drink tonsil scorching, unbelievably strong, black coffee even on
days when the sun dragged the sweat right out of a man’s skin. What annoyed
him even more was Adam’s nonchalant air of calm. His temper hanging by a thin
and remarkably fragile thread, Joe rounded on him. "A good day? Shall I
tell you what sort of day I’ve had?" Slim and light boned, Joe had to
raise his head a little to look his taller, broader and altogether more muscular
brother in the face. He was undaunted. "I’ve had one hell of a day!"
"Joseph!" The voice raised in reproach was
not Adam’s but that of their father. Ben emerged from behind his
leather-topped desk. There was a frown on his face, and his dark eyes were
angry. "You’ll mind your language and your manners in this house."
Ben Cartwright was of a height with Adam and was built
on a similar, substantial scale. Joe found himself looking up to both of them.
The thread on his temper snapped. "He asked me what sort of day I’ve had,
and I’m damn well going to tell him!" His voice had risen to a shout; his
eyes, hazel brown and flecked liberally with green, were bright with fury. They
blazed into his brother’s face.
Again it was Ben and not Adam who responded, and his
voice boomed, "I told you to put a curb on your tongue!"
Adam sipped his coffee, savoured it and looked at Joe
quizzically. "What’s biting you?"
Joe’s hands went to his hips in a typical Cartwright
attitude of defiance. "I’ll tell you what’s biting me! I’ve been
workin’ my guts out in the dirt and the heat, ropin’ tyin’ an’ brandin’!
I was doin’ it yesterday, an’ I was doin’ it the day before. You were
supposed to be comin’ out ta help. So where were you, huh?" Joe was
leaning into his brother’s space, shouting.
"Joseph," Ben said again, in a lower tone
that brooked no further disagreement or dissension, "I think that’s
enough."
Setting his cup down in its saucer, Adam held up a
placating hand. "No, Pa." He looked at Joe with a curious expression
on his darkly handsome, evenly featured face. "This has been brewing a
while. It’s about time it was out in the open; he’s got a devil riding his
tail. Let the boy talk."
Joe was a young man, young enough that his Pa still
called him ‘boy’ when he got mad. He wouldn’t accept the term gladly from
anyone else. And it was the way Adam said it in that educated, eastern accent of
his and with that smug, patronizing look on his face that really rattled Joe.
With an angry, upward gesture Joe knocked cup, saucer and coffee out of his
brother’s hand and sent it flying across the room. Cup and saucer shattered
where it landed. Adam looked after it, considering the resultant mess, and then
looked back at his brother’s face with that same, questioning expression.
Ben looked from one to the other of them as they faced
up to one another. These two were – had always been – about as different
from one another as a pair of brothers could be. Descended on his mother’s
side from blue-blooded, New England aristocracy, Adam had been, since childhood,
the serious, studious one: a product of his hard, early years. He was the one
who had insisted on getting himself an education. He had rare abilities of
creativity, organization and leadership and the intelligence to make use of
them. He was also a stickler for getting a job done, and done properly, for a
man pulling his weight and for standing up for what he believed to be right no
matter what the cost. Joe, son of a French, New Orleans courtesan, was equally
steadfast and hardworking, but he had a lighter and more carefree outlook on
life. Often, the two rubbed each other raw, and quarrels were frequent. This
level of animosity, however, was rare. Joe would flare quickly to anger while
Adam burned long and slow. One thing the two of them did have in common was a
particular breed of mule headed stubbornness. He could see it in both of their
faces right now.
Adam tucked his hands safely out of the way in his back
pants pockets; his brother was obviously spoiling for a fight, and Adam had no
intention of obliging him. Not right there and then, anyway. He sat on his
temper and pulled a long breath. "Why don’t you just tell me what this is
all about, Joe?" The very reasonableness in his voice raised Joe to rage.
"This week it’s the branding. Last week it was
bustin’ broom tails for the army, and before that we were chasin’ mavericks
out o’ the brush. And where have you been?"
"Your brother has been working here with me,"
Ben interrupted sternly. "We’ve been working on the supply quotas for the
army, the tenders for next year’s timber contracts and our investment
portfolio."
Adam glanced at his father; his dark-topaz eyes were
troubled, but they held the faintest glimmer of amusement – just enough to
raise Joe to new heights of fury. "I don’t think he wants to hear it,
Pa."
"You’re damned right I don’t want to hear
it!" Anger made Joe’s youthful face ugly. "It seems to me, older
brother, that these days you just don’t want to dirty your lily-white hands
with the real work around here!"
It was an old argument. Ben had been hearing variations
of it for years. "Joseph, you’re not being fair," he said. "You
have to understand that the management aspects are just as important to the
running of this ranch as the physical work."
Joe flared furiously at his father, "Now you’re
starting to sound just like him!" Joe was starting to feel light-headed and
a bit sick. His brother was refusing to react with aggression, and Joe’s
initial adrenaline rush was wearing off. What made it worse, he knew his father
was right.
Adam allowed his gaze to drop. He let his breath out in
a sigh and drew another. When he looked up again, the amusement was gone.
"I’m sorry I let you down, Joe. I fully intended to come out this
afternoon and give you a hand with the branding. The bookwork took longer than
we expected. I’ll ride with you tomorrow and help you finish off with the
yearlings."
It annoyed Joe that his brother could even apologize
gracefully. He heard himself snap back. "I’ve got this far without you! I
can finish the job!" He knew he was being petulant and unreasonable and
couldn’t help himself.
Ben took a hand in the argument. "I’ve heard
enough of this. We all have important work to do."
"That’s just it. It’s all work!" In his
anger, Joe reacted before he thought. "Work is all we ever do around here.
We never do anything together anymore!" His words were directed right at
Adam; he couldn’t stop them tumbling out one after the other. "We never
go fishing, or hunting, or swimming up at the lake."
He saw the shadow of pain cross his brother’s face
and knew that he had awakened ancient memories. Abruptly, he felt about six
years old. He turned away and bit his lip before he made it worse than it
already was.
There was an extended silence in the big room while
each man wrestled with his own thoughts. They all knew that the last time Joe
and Adam had gone hunting together, chasing a renegade wolf into the high
country, it had been a disaster for both of them. Joe had got in the way of a
bullet intended for the wolf. The ball had lodged deep under his collarbone and
had proved difficult to remove. He had almost died of the infection, and it had
taken him a long time to recover. For Adam, the accident had been more traumatic
still. He had fired the shot that had almost killed his brother. His paroxysm of
self-recrimination had all but destroyed him. Only his innate rationality had
saved him from the black pit of despair. The legacy of the incident had been a
marked reluctance on Adam’s part to be involved in any similar undertaking
that threw him together with Joe. Joe had grown to resent it.
Ben said, finally, "I think we should put this
aside, boys."
"No, Pa." Adam surprised both his father and
his brother by shaking his head. He drew a long breath and worked his jaw. He
had fought this battle with himself through the small dark hours of many a
night. He had known for a long time how his brother felt, how much he yearned to
rekindle that special relationship that a stray bullet had almost destroyed.
Perhaps it was time that he confronted his own, personal demon. He risked taking
one hand out of his pants pocket to pinch the bridge of his nose. He wanted to
explain to his father and brother how it was – how the emotions churned inside
him until sometimes he felt sick – but the words wouldn’t untangle
themselves into coherent sentences. Instead, he said,
"It was a long hard winter, and the work has just
kept coming at us all spring. Perhaps it’s time we took a little break."
He lifted his eyes to look at Joe. "How about a little hunting trip,
compadre, up in the hills west of Pyramid Lake?"
Joe stared at him. For a moment his brother’s words
didn’t quite sink in. Then his anger soaked away like autumn rain down a sink
hole in the desert; a smile spread across his face, sunlight after the storm. It
was followed by a wave of uncertainty. "Hey, Adam, that would be really
great – do you mean it?"
Adam’s amber eyes sparkled. He cracked a reluctant
grin of his own and then laughed ruefully. "I mean it Joe. Though the good
Lord knows what I’m letting myself in for."
The beaming smile returned to Joe’s face. He stuck
out a hand, and Adam shook it. Ben stepped forward and clapped a hand on both
men’s shoulders. It was a relief for him to see his sons friends again.
"When do you boys figure on leaving?"
Adam looked at his brother. "That depends on just
how many of those yearlings there are left to brand. If younger brother here had
been working as hard as he claims, we should have all the loose ends tied up
inside a week."
Joe aimed a soft, roundhouse punch at his brother’s
jaw, and Adam swayed easily out of the way. Ben smiled benevolently at them
both. Adam reached out as if to ruffle Joe’s hair. Joe ducked, and Adam
laughed. "Let’s go and wash up for supper."
One
High, high above the wooded foothills of the northern
Sierra Nevada Mountains, the eagle soared on outstretched wings. Below her, the
whole of her world lay shrouded in velvet darkness. The valleys were filled with
Stygian shadows, and the hills loomed against a paling sky. Only the tops of the
tallest trees were yet touched with the golden light of day. It was early; the
eagle was not yet hunting. The warm, uplifting currents had not started to rise
from the land, and it took much effort to stay aloft. The almighty sun god,
known variously to the histories of man as Inti, Helios, Mithras and Ra, had
barely lifted his bright face above the far horizon. The eagle had no name for
her deity, or even one for herself. Still she flew in worship, rising and
gliding in glorious celebration of another new day.
Below, on the ground, something caught her eye.
Something was moving, slowly and laboriously beneath the canopy of the trees. It
was far too large to be prey. The eagle took only rodents and rabbits and an
occasional new-born deer. Still, her natural curiosity was piqued. She was alert
to everything that lived and moved in her domain, in the heavens or on the
earth. She angled her pinions into the wind and altered the sweep of her wings.
The fine feathers ruffled across her back as the airflow changed. Looking down,
her bright eyes espied more clearly. Crawling slowly against the earth were two
of the man things, riding their horses and leading another. Queen of the skies,
airborne mistress of all she surveyed from the top of her highest mountain
eerie, the eagle was not frightened of men. They were interlopers, passers
through; there was nothing for them here. They came, and soon they would be
gone, leaving no sign to mark their passing, not even a fading memory in the
avian’s mind. Her attention shifted. She lifted her wing and slipped away
through the air towards that bare hilltop where the first thermal would form. As
the light strengthened and spread the new day grew apace; it was time to seek
for her meal.
Joe Cartwright, still sometimes known affectionately by
friends and family as ‘Little Joe’ though he had long since outgrown the
name, was about as content as a man could be. Riding his favourite pinto mare in
the wake of his brother’s horse, he couldn’t do anything to prevent the grin
of pure delight that still stole, from time to time, across his face. His much
longed-for hunting trip was finally under way. Although Adam had estimated a
week to finish the essential chores at the ranch, it had taken three times that
long. That was the way of life on the sprawling vastness of range land and
forest that formed the hub of the Cartwright’s ever expanding business empire;
one job followed right on the tail of another. It was all vitally important
work, and Joe had started to wonder if, despite his brother’s promise, they
would ever manage to get away. The grin came again as Joe recollected the moment
when Adam had finally brooked no further delays; he had simply stepped into his
saddle and ridden away.
That had been a full week ago. Now, they were riding
the high hills close to the ill-defined line that separated what was about to
become Nevada territory from the State of California. Here in the north it was
still early summer. The nights were cold enough to make a man’s breath steam,
although the days were comfortably warm. The hills were clothed with spruce and
fir, tall trees that fragranced the air with the heady scent of resin. On the
lower slopes were birch and larch and dark leafed holly and stands of fire oak
in fresh, summer-green. Down in the valleys, where they sometimes found water,
grew ash and aspen and alder.
Ahead of him, a vague shape in the early light, Adam
sat relaxed in the saddle; his supple body swayed easily with the motion of his
big, dark-coloured mare. Here in the virgin forest where there were no paths to
speak of, he let her pick her own way up the hill.
It was still night among the trees though the sky was
lightening apace. Adam sat at the highest point and waited for his brother to
come up alongside. He didn’t need to use words, merely gestured with his hand.
The expression on his face said everything. Side by side, the brothers sat and
watched the glory of the dawn as it spread light and colour across the
landscape. The sky glowed in the east with an orange fire, growing ever brighter
even as they watched. Huge and unbearably bright, the edge of the sun arose from
behind the rim of the hills. The treetops were touched with gold.
Joe drew a long breath. No matter how many times he saw
it, sunrise was a sight that never failed to stir his soul. The shallow valley
quickly filled with sunlight and a thousand shades of green. A chorus of
birdsong filled the air, and the brand-new day was suddenly alive with sound and
shifting shadows. Joe’s breath sighed out.
"Ain’t that the prettiest country you ever seen,
Adam?"
Adam smiled his slow smile. He was not immune to a
little soul stirring himself, and, caught up in the magic of the moment, he was
prepared to agree. "It surely is, Joe. It’s hard to believe the not far
north and east of here, these hills run out into desert country."
"Is that a fact?" Joe straightened up and
lifted his gaze to the hilltops, seeking for the land that his brother spoke of.
"You ever been there?"
"Once or twice." Adam’s face clouded.
"It’s real rattle snake and scorpion country. Cold at night, hot in the
day, as dry as all-get-out. Hard place even for a jack-rabbit to make a
living."
"But we’re not headed that way, are we?"
Adam eased his butt in the saddle, his eyes moving over
the contours of the land; he was already planning their route. "I figure to
stick to these hills a while longer, then angle across the state line and work
our way back down to the Sacramento Valley. I’ve got a real good friend we
could visit with a while before we head for home."
"You mean that fella you went to school with? The
one with the fancy horse ranch?"
"He does a whole lot more than breed horses, Joe.
Some of the schemes he’s got will make your eyes pop!" Adam couldn’t
help but sound a little wistful. It was a note that Joe missed entirely, his
thoughts being centred on something else.
"I sure could use some breakfast, Adam. How come
we had to ride out o’ that place so all-fired early?"
Adam thought back to the bedraggled little collection
of log-covered dugouts, lined with stones, dirty and infested with bugs. They
were no more than holes in the ground where an extended family scraped out a
meagre existence. Nevertheless, they had been offered hospitality, and it would
have been churlish to refuse. The men-folk had gone without eating to feed their
guests, and even then there had not been much: a thin porridge with vegetables
and very little meat. It seemed that game, in this part of the woods, was
scarce. The children had been without shoes.
"You saw how little they had, Joe. I didn’t want
them obligated to give us breakfast as well." Adam had insisted on riding
away while the sky was still dark and spangled with stars – long before anyone
else was astir. He had left two silver dollars on the sacking pillow he had been
loaned, the most he figured pride would allow their hosts to accept.
Nonetheless, he understood his brother’s sentiments. There was a hollow
somewhere behind his own belt-buckle that could do with filling, and, he rubbed
a hand across his chin, he could do with a shave. "If we ride down into
this valley real quiet like, I reckon we might take us a deer. We can boil up
some coffee and take a bath in the brook while the liver cooks."
Joe’s face broke into a smile. "You still got
any of those onions Hop Sing gave us?"
"I’m sure I have." Adam reached down and
loosened the saddle gun in the scabbard under his knee. Hunting had been
unexpectedly sparse, and it had been some days since they’d had fresh meat. He
winked at his brother and nudged the mare into motion. Hauling on the lead rope
of the packhorse, Joe fell into line behind.
In the seven days they had been in the saddle the
brothers had just about talked each other out, but the silence they rode in now
was more than companionable. They were hungry, and they were hunting in earnest.
Eyes and ears were keenly alert. They sat still in their saddles to avoid
creaking leather and communicated only with signs.
It took an hour to ride to the valley bottom, following
a vague animal trail; by then, the day was well under way. The trees grew closer
here, the undergrowth was thicker; leafy bushes and bracken covered the bare
earth between the trunks. Surprisingly, they had startled no game out of the
cover, and the prospect of fresh liver and onions for breakfast was beginning to
look remote. It was as if all the wild things had taken a sudden leave of
absence. The valley was curiously devoid of any life except for the birds and
the smallest animals. Everything was lying low.
The Cartwrights didn’t understand it. Joe urged his
horse up alongside Adam’s and was about to voice his concerns aloud when Adam
drew rein and held up his hand in an abrupt gesture for silence. Adam had seen
something move among the willow trees ahead. He was expecting a deer to come
bounding out into the open, frightened into a desperate dash by the sharp and
singular scent of man. He started to reach for his rifle, then froze. It was not
a deer than he saw moving down at the water’s edge. Holding a breath he
listened and heard men’s voices.
He straightened very slowly, his attention focused
ahead. There were three –no, four horsemen among the trees and two more men in
the stream, drinking and washing their faces in the icy water. They were olive
skinned men on small horses; men dressed in deerskin, men with feathers in their
hair.
Joe watched a strange look appear on his brother’s
face. It was an expression of shock, of horror and of fear. Joe looked where
Adam looked; he saw what Adam had seen: brown horsemen on painted ponies down
among the trees. A smile spread across Joe’s face. "Hey, Adam, you
don’t have to worry. They’re only Pauite." Joe had a number of friends
among the vagrant bands of Pauite Indians that often stopped by the ranch. Once
a proud and noble people, they were now mostly broken and cowed - what the white
folks called ‘tamed’ - living on handouts and what they could scavenge. Joe
liked them and had sympathy for them; certainly he had no fear of them.
Adam’s breath hissed out through his teeth.
"Shush! They’re not Pauite, Joe. They’re Shoshoni, and that’s war
paint on their ponies. Now back off slow." He kept his voice low, and Joe
could hear the tension in his tone. His alarm communicated itself directly to
his brother. Pulling back on his reins, Joe made his mare step back and then
turned her around. The packhorse, confused, got in his way.
Adam was watching the Indians like a hawk. They
hadn’t spotted the brothers yet; they were still busy at the bank of the
stream filling their water skins. That wouldn’t last. He knew he had only
seconds to spare. His first fear was for his brother. He had to get the boy away
from here, out of danger. Only then could he afford to think of himself. His
mouth was dry, his belly crawling with fear. He leaned close to Joe’s ear.
"When I give you the word, turn the packhorse loose. Ride like the devil
out of here. Don’t stop and don’t look back."
His face pale and his eyes wide, Joe reacted with
growing alarm. "What about you?"
"Don’t you worry about me, buddy. I’m gonna be
right behind you!"
There was no more time for discussion. Joe dropped the
rope to the packhorse’s halter. Looking back over his shoulder, he started the
pinto mare up the trail at a walk. Adam was struggling to get his horse turned
around. She could feel the sudden tension in the grip of his legs, and it
frightened her. She balked and tried to sit down. An expert horseman with the
added strength of desperation, Adam fought her with the bridle. The packhorse,
backing off, snorted loudly.
Down at the stream heads turned, faces came up. A shout
arose and then another, a whole confusion of raised voices. The men in the river
ran for their horses; those already in the saddle turned his way. Adam yelled at
his brother, "Ride, Joe! Ride!"
He saw Joe lash at the pinto mare with the ends of his
reins, driving with hands and heels and shouting encouragement into the
horse’s ears. Finally, he got his own mount facing the way he wanted to go.
The mare threw up her head and rolled her eyes. She squatted down on her
haunches. Adam let out the reins and she leapt and lunged, colliding with the
loose packhorse and bowling him over with her shoulder. He went down with a
squeal. Somewhere behind Adam, someone had got his wits together enough to fire
off a couple of shots. Adam never knew where the bullets went. Aware that his
back made one hell of a target, he leaned low on the mare’s neck and kicked
hard. His only instinct, now, was to get away
The horse fiddled her feet for one second longer and
then hit her stride. She climbed the hill in great, leaping bounds with Adam
merely clinging to the saddle. He didn’t look back to see if the Indians
followed; he knew that they would. Up ahead, Joe had almost reached the
sheltering trees. With her longer stride, Adam’s mare was catching up the
pinto fast.
There were no more shots, but silent death whipped past
his cheek so close that he felt the wind of its passing. The arrow lost itself
in the bushes. Another buried itself point first in the ground and stood there,
quivering, as they galloped past. Adam yelled at the mare to run faster. A
willing beast, she laid back her ears. The sweat already lay in patches on her
neck, white where the reins frothed it into foam. Two more arrows whipped past
them. Adam didn’t see where they went. Now he was entering the trees himself;
the trunks would make shooting difficult. He saw a flash of white up ahead –
the pinto mare, still running. He had no idea of how far he was ahead of his
pursuers. He doubted it was far enough.
He heard a dull thud, stone into flesh, and felt the
mare falter. He knew that she was hit, somewhere in the quarters aft of the
saddle. Gamely, she recovered her stride and kept climbing. The trail was
steepening now.
Adam had almost caught up with his brother. He could
see the white, frightened face looking back. He had no breath left to shout. He
didn’t hear the arrow go past him, ‘though it must have passed him in its
flight. He saw it suddenly appear, a feathered shaft sprouting from the back of
Joe’s right thigh. Joe clutched at his leg; his face twisted in pain. For a
moment, the pinto lost all momentum. Joe leaned in the saddle, looking for a
moment as if he would fall. Barely, he managed to cling on. He caught the loose,
flying rein and got the mare galloping again before she had properly broken her
stride. Joe swayed wildly. Great horseman that he was, Adam knew he couldn’t
stay on the horse’s back for long.
Adam chanced a glance behind. The trees had closed in
on them and for a moment, the pursuit was out of sight. The pinto mare was
losing momentum now, as Joe reacted to the shock and the pain.
Ahead, the bushes grew thicker and taller, covering the
ground with several levels of green. It was the only place there was to hide.
Adam pulled his horse alongside Joe’s as the pinto came to a shuddering stop.
Sliding out of the saddle, he ran to his brothers side and pulled him, none too
gently, from the horse’s back. Joe yelped and clung to him. Adam dumped him
unceremoniously beside the path. He looped the pinto’s reins about the saddle
horn and slapped her hard on the rump, then did the same to the bay. The two
horses disappeared up the trail. Adam hoped they would keep going long enough to
lead the Indians away. He could hear them coming now, their ponies pounding up
the hill.
With scant seconds to spare, he grabbed his brother up
and pitched him bodily in among the bushes. He threw himself down alongside him
and allowed the greenery to close over them. They didn’t have time to offer a
prayer. Adam just hoped that the Indian’s sharp eyes would miss the
disturbance he’d left on the ground. The first of the Indian ponies pounded
past close enough for the brothers to hear the huff of its breath in its lungs.
The Shoshoni rode silently, urging their ponies with
hands and heels. Their dark eyes and their hawk-like faces strained ahead for a
sight of the hated white men. They failed, in that moment, at the speed they
were riding, to see the faint sign where the horses had stopped, then gone on,
unridden.
Adam lay on top of Joe, covering him with his own body
for what little good that might do. They kept absolutely still. Their faces were
mere inches apart. The breathed each other’s breath and smelled the sour sweat
of each other’s fear. Adam’s hand was clamped hard against Joe’s mouth,
insurance against any outcry of pain. His teeth were gritted, edge to edge, and
his eyes were turned towards the horsemen passing, unseen, only feet away.
Silently, he counted them: two and three and four. Then there was quiet. Adam
felt Joe move, starting to struggle against the harshness of his grip. The young
man’s eyes were fixed on his face, so wide with fright that the whites were
showing. Adam’s hand was hurting his mouth, crushing his lips against his
teeth. He could barely breathe. Adam gave an infinitesimal shake of the head.
Keep still, keep silent; Adam knew he had counted six.
At close range they looked into each other’s eyes,
both of them wondering if this was a good day to die. They listened to the
silence; the forest was absolutely still. Even the birds had ceased to sing. The
sweat grew cold on their skins. Joe was in agony. The whole of his leg, and the
right side of his body burned with pain. Adam wouldn’t let him up, wouldn’t
let him move. He held him weighted down with his body. Adam knew there were six.
Sure enough, in a minute more two more horsemen came up
the path, riding slowly, walking their horses. It was an old trick but an
effective one, designed to trap the unwary and the inexperienced. One or two men
riding quietly behind the chase, waiting and watching for grounded quarry to
poke up their heads. They were hunting men. Adam inched his hand towards the
butt of his gun. He was afraid of the upturned leaf, the newly broken sprig
still oozing sap, the glimpse of his yellow coat. His mouth was painfully dry.
The Indians didn’t stop. Without speaking, or
pausing, they rode on. Adam didn’t move. He maintained his relentless grip on
his brother. There was a stone digging into his knee and all his weight was
bearing down on it. It hurt like hell, but his pain was nothing compared to
Joe’s. By now, the young man’s face was sheet-white, and he was shaking.
Adam could see the anguish in his eyes. Even now, Adam wouldn’t let either of
them move. It was another old trick to ride silently back over the same trail in
case the quarry was still hiding out. He didn’t stir until a thrush in a tree
across the way gave a short spurt of birdsong, and something small and unafraid
rustled the bracken. Only then did he let out the long breath he’d been
holding and eased his grip on his brother’s face.
Adam lifted a cautious head and took a long and careful
look ‘round. The woods were empty and peaceful and bright with filtered
sunlight. He got up quickly now. He knew that the Shoshoni braves wouldn’t
give up easily. As soon as they found they were chasing empty saddles they would
be back. Adam didn’t expect to be overlooked a second time. He took a quick
glance at Joe’s leg. The shaft of the arrow had snapped off short to leave an
ugly and jagged stump. The wound itself was bleeding, but not much. The dark
stain was spreading only slowly through the cloth of Joe’s pants.
He looked at Joe’s face, and his eyes were bleak.
"We’re gonna have to move out of here and move quickly."
"I can’t walk, Adam! Hell, I can’t even stand
up!" Now that the immediate danger had passed, Joe was reacting violently
to the shock of his injury. Confused by what had happened, and the speed at
which it had happened he was both angry and very close to tears. One moment he
had been riding through the forest with nothing more pressing than breakfast in
mind - minutes later he was on the ground, bleeding and in pain – in very real
danger of his life.
Adam sucked a deep breath. "We don’t have time
to argue about it, Joe." Reaching down, he hooked a hand under Joe’s
armpit and hoisted him bodily on to his feet. Joe barely stifled a scream by
chewing at the inside of his mouth. The tears sprang from his eyes. Anger and
fear boiled over into rage, and he found himself struggling against Adam’s
grip with a sudden resurgence of strength.
Adam held on to him and shook him hard. He spoke
earnestly into his brother’s face. "Listen to me, Joe, and listen good.
They were Shoshoni braves, and they were on the warpath. They must be a renegade
band raiding out of the desert. They know that we saw them, and they’re going
to come back looking for us. When they do, we’d better be somewhere
else."
The urgency in Adam’s low tone, if not his actual
words, penetrated the curtain of terror and bewilderment that encircled Joe’s
mind. He stood swaying on one leg and clinging to Adam’s arms. His face was
still bloodless, and he was sweating up a storm, but the burgeoning panic, which
had been about to send him reeling and crashing through the trees, was, for the
moment, averted. "Where are we gonna go?"
That was a question that Adam’s active mind had been
working on for a while. So far, he had not come up with any reasonable solution.
He wasn’t about to explain that to Joe. With a nod of the head, he indicated
the denser trees further along the valley, away from the path that the Indians
had taken. "This way."
It was immediately apparent that Joe had been right
when he said that he couldn’t walk. The very first step made him chew at his
lip to keep himself from crying out aloud. This pain was razor sharp, the worst
he’d ever had - much more severe than the agony of a bullet. Adam’s only
thought was to get away from the path, the way the Indians would surely ride
back. Adam put Joe’s arm across his shoulder, taking most of his weight. Joe
tried another step, and his injured leg folded under him. Both men almost fell.
With urgency as a spur, they made the best speed that
they could, but it was slow and laborious progress. The terrain was difficult,
steep and uneven, and thickened underbrush hampered every step. Every few yards,
Adam threw a long, searching look back over his shoulder. He saw nothing but the
bushes and trees, now darkly menacing shapes against the sky, but he knew that
didn’t count for anything. He was well aware that a Shoshoni brave could be
standing right alongside him, and the chances were, he wouldn’t know a thing
about it until a tomahawk parted his hair. They were leaving behind them a trail
a blind child might follow, but there and then, he could think of no way to
avoid it.
With every staggering step that he took, a fresh grunt
of pain was torn from Joe’s lips.
His strength was leaking away with the blood that now
flowed more freely from the wound. Before very long, he was hanging, dead
weight, from his brother’s shoulders and could hardly move his legs at all.
Anxious to make ground more quickly, Adam scooped Joe
up into his arms and carried him as if he were a child.
Though only lightly framed, Joe was still a full a
full-grown man and a considerable burden. His weight ensured that Adam could not
carry him far. Before very long, the big muscles of his arms were burning,
poisoned by fatigue. His back and legs were aching from the strain, and he was
staggering as his knees turned into jelly. He found a small grassy patch in
amongst a denser clump of trees, a spot where sunlight filtered in dusty shafts
through high branches. He lowered Joe to the ground. On one knee, he knelt to
catch his breath and gather his wits. His lungs were heaving. In something like
three hours they had barely covered two miles from the place where Joe had been
hurt. Adam didn’t fool himself: they’d not be going anywhere else for quite
some time.
The colour of Joe’s face had changed from pasty-white
to doughy-grey as he succumbed further to the shock. His skin was cold and
clammy to the touch. He was clinging to consciousness with grim determination,
but he wasn’t finding it easy. The pain of his wound had become a bone deep
throb of raw agony. His lips and the inside of his mouth were sore and bleeding
where he had bitten them. He rolled his head against the ground, seeking his
brother’s face.
Adam was studying their back-trail with considerable
anxiety. Then he turned and found Joe looking at him. He cleared the concern
from his face, but Joe had already seen it, and the worry still lingered on in
the depths of his eyes. He touched his brother on the shoulder. "It’s
going to be all right, Joe. Just take it easy."
It was a lie and both of them knew it. If he’d had
the strength, Joe would have been angry. He ground his teeth together.
"What’re we gonna do, Adam?"
Adam took another long look through the trees before he
responded. He was expecting unwelcome guests at any moment; he had a feeling
deep in the gut that neither he, nor his brother, was going to survive the
encounter. He stripped off his coat and bundled it into a rough pillow to put
underneath Joe’s head. "The first thing I’m going to do is take a look
at that leg."
Joe’s pants were soaked with his blood. Adam pulled
the long knife from where it resided in the sheath beneath his shirt, and slit
the seam from knee to hip. The wound was an ugly one. The barbed head of the
arrow was deeply embedded in the fleshy muscle of Joe’s thigh. A stump of the
shaft was still attached and jutted out at an obscene angle. It jerked and moved
as Joe struggled against the pain. The flesh was already an angry purple and
showing signs of swelling. Joe needed medical attention, and he needed it fast.
Even the nearest hedge doctor was fifty miles out of reach. Adam wiped the
gritty sweat from his mouth with the back of his hand. The arrowhead had to come
out, and he was the only man there to do the job. It was not a prospect that he
viewed with relish. He had no water to wash the wound, or even his hands, and
the only tool he had was the eight-inch, Bowie knife.
The smooth curve that led to the point of the
double-edged tip was honed razor sharp. That, at least was a mercy.
Joe was craning around, trying to get a look at the
wound that was causing his so much pain. He was sweating again and starting to
shake. Adam pushed him down with the flat of his hand. "Lie down, Joe. This
is going to hurt, and you’ll have to hold real’ still while I do it."
Joe’s eyes widened as he grasped his brother’s
meaning. "Adam?"
Adam shushed him. He sought about for a bit of broken
branch about as thick as his finger. He snapped off a short length and wrapped
it in a twist of his handkerchief. He pushed it in to Joe’s mouth before the
younger man had too much time to think about what he was going to do. "Bite
down hard on this. Don’t yell or you’ll have the red-skins down on our
necks."
His teeth clamped tight and his fingers already digging
holes in the dirt, Joe’s eyes were fixed on Adam’s face. They were the
mirrors of his soul. They reflected his pain and his fear, his bewilderment and
his growing anger. Adam wouldn’t look at him. He knew that if he looked into
Joe’s eyes, he wouldn’t be able to do what had to be done.
Adam shifted his position, kneeling alongside the
wound. There was no point in delaying. Thinking about it would only serve to
make matters a whole lot worse for both of them. And Joe was bleeding to death
right in front of his eyes. Wedging Joe’s leg into position and holding it
there with his own knee, he took a firm grip of the shaft with his left hand and
cut deep with the knife in his right.
Joe was expecting pain, but nothing like the continuing
wave of agony that rolled through him. It seared his nerves and stole his breath
and brought the tears springing to his eyes. The cutting, it seemed, went on
forever. He bit down hard on the finger of wood and strangled his scream into a
bubbling yelp of pain. Somewhere amidst the fearful agony, his body forgot to
breathe. He was still trying not to cry out when he ran out of breath. The black
edges of his vision closed in around him and awareness slipped away.
Adam was sincerely thankful when his brother lost
consciousness; his body relaxed and stopped fighting him. He’d had to cut
deeper and pull harder than he had anticipated; there was more blood than he had
ever imagined. There was just so much blood!
The shaft and the arrowhead came out in one piece,
which was a blessing Adam was far too busy to count. At least it saved the
necessity of further cutting. He leaned down hard on the hole that he’d made
and was glad when the blood flow slowed.
The wound needed stitching, but Adam had neither
needle, nor gut. Ripping the long tail from his own shirt, he used Joe’s
slightly cleaner handkerchief as a pad and wrapped his brother’s leg as
tightly as he dared. His breath hissed out through his teeth. He had done all he
could. He only hoped it was enough.
Concerned as he was for his brother, Adam had other
things to worry about as well. Even as he cleaned his hands on the grass, his
eyes were searching for movement among the trees. Always a practical man, he
didn’t try to fool himself for a moment. He knew that the Shoshoni band would
be coming after them; he knew it to the very core of his soul.
The presence of warring Shoshoni in these woods had him
more than a little anxious. Like Joe, Adam was well used to the small groups of
Pauites that lived in the Comstock Valley and the surrounding hills. They were
the remnants of a powerful nation, the pitiful families of once-proud warriors
scratching a living in the dirt or begging at the side of the road. Adam had
heard that, these days, they were even moving into town.
And then there were the Bannocks. The Bannocks were the
truly wild Indians of romantic legend: illusive, unpredictable and sometimes
savage. They were solitary and rarely seen. Occasionally he encountered an
individual or a group of two or three, passing through as they journeyed from
the unknowable here to the unguessable there. Such meetings were increasingly
rare. There had been a lot more Bannock about when Adam had been a boy.
The Shoshoni were an altogether different matter. They
were a desert dwelling tribe, and these braves were a very long way from home.
Their chieftains had reached an agreement with Brigham Young, the once governor
of Utah territory. The Mormon had worked hard for years to make friends with the
various hostile bands. True to his own ideals, he had tried to induce them to
live in peace and, eventually, to convert them to civilized living and his own
particular brand of Christianity. Adam didn’t know how much success the old
hellfire-and-brimstone preacher man had achieved. He did know that numerous
groups of renegade braves had split off from the main tribal groups in defiance
of their chiefs.
Hundreds of miles of desert separated these High Sierra
hills from the dry lands of eastern Utah and the Great Salt Lake. Adam feared
that this little band of Indians might be a part of a much larger war party
somewhere out in the badlands, raiding across the border into California,
looting and burning and killing. If that were the case, Adam didn’t give much
for his chances – or for Joe’s.
Both of them were armed, as always when they travelled.
Adam carried his favoured Colt.44 strapped to his hip. He had one exchange
cylinder ready loaded and packed with grease in the pocket of his coat. That
gave him just ten shots – like most working cowboys, he always carried an
empty chamber under the hammer, sensible insurance against a hole in the leg. He
figured that Joe would have about the same. Their saddle guns were gone with
their horses, and all their other belongings: clothes, food and spare
ammunition, were lost when the packhorse went down.
To sum it all up Joe was badly hurt and in desperate
need of a doctor; they were hunted like animals and in immediate danger of their
lives; afoot and miles from anywhere, they had only the clothes that they stood
up in.
Adam made Joe as comfortable as he could, ‘though in
truth, there wasn’t a whole lot more that he could do. Joe’s breathing was
normal enough, but his lips were pale, and his eyes, beneath the closed lids,
had sunken back in their sockets. His eyelashes lay lightly drawn and unmoving
against the pale skin of his cheek. At least, while he was insensible, he
wasn’t in pain any more.
Adam looked at the sky. Hours had passed; already, the
sun had arched overhead. Adam allowed himself a small thread of hope. If they
hadn’t been found yet, perhaps the Shoshoni had missed their trail; perhaps
they had had ridden on without even looking for them at all. Hungry – he
hadn’t eaten since the evening before and then only poorly – he settled
himself alongside Joe. If they could keep themselves hidden, keep themselves
quiet here, among the trees, it might be that death would yet pass them by. In
the morning, if they were still alive, he would think of a way to get them both
home.
Adam didn’t mean to sleep, but, perhaps, he did.
Suddenly chilled, he woke up with a start. The sun had moved behind the trees,
and their grassy place was shadowed and cold. All about them the woods were dark
and eerily silent as evening approached on soft-shod feet. Unaware of what had
awakened him, Adam looked at Joe. The younger man seemed to be sleeping. At
least he was still breathing.
From behind him, Adam detected the faintest whisper of
movement in the air. His mouth was abruptly dry. The short-cropped hairs on the
back of his neck all stood up on end. His long, lean hand crept slowly towards
the butt of his gun. He turned his head. The black maw of a long-gun was inches
from his face. Lifting his gaze, he looked directly into the painted face and
the savage eyes of a tall, Shoshoni brave.
Two
Joe Cartwright surfaced slowly from a long and
frightening nightmare. He had been in fear of his life, running through a
forest. All around him, the forest had been ablaze. The flames had been chasing
him, and there was something wrong with his legs – his right leg in
particular. It wouldn’t work properly, and it hurt like hellfire. Fast as he
ran, or tried to run, the fire moved more quickly, leaping from tree to tree,
closing in on him from either side, cutting him off from the clear air and the
free blue sky ahead. He could feel the fierce breath of it scorching his neck;
the fingers of flame snatching at his heels. Joe fell, sprawling, with his face
in the dirt. The fire was on him in an instant. Joe was burning, burning! He
drew a long breath to scream.
Joe’s yell turned into a loud gasp, and he opened his
eyes. He found that he was lying flat on his back looking straight up into the
pre-natural light of an early dawn sky. The heavens were silver, and the bright
points of the stars were just starting to fade.
The ground underneath him was hard, uncushioned by even
a blanket, and it was very cold. He didn’t have the strength to shiver.
Something was very wrong. His legs wouldn’t move at all, and his hands were
bound together in front of him so tightly that his wrists hurt. He drew breath
to cry out a second time, louder than before. The air that filled his lungs was
chill and damp – it gave him a coughing fit.
There was movement beside him, someone of bulk
stirring, struggling, moving only with hardship and some pain. The figure loomed
over him, dark against the sky. "Joe? Joe don’t yell!" The voice was
Adam’s, low, urgent and intense. Panting against pain and panic, Joe screwed
up his eyes as he tried to make out his brother’s face. It seemed to him that
Adam’s familiar, darkly handsome features bore several marks that Joe didn’t
recall seeing there before, a selection of cuts and bruises that had no
accountable cause. And more than that, Adam was moving only with difficulty, as
if his whole body hurt.
Joe let his breath out as no more than a sigh. The
terror of his dream was fading even as its details merged into forgetfulness,
but oddly, his legs still burned with pain. He tried to sit up to find out what
was wrong with them, and discovered that they were bound together as well and
attached by a rope to his wrists. For some reason he couldn’t guess at, he was
all trussed up like a chicken for Sunday lunch. He looked at Adam again, the
panic overwhelming him. Another cry was bubbling into his throat. Adam’s head
was turned away as he looked over his shoulder at something behind him. In the
slowly strengthening light, Joe saw more traces of violence on his brother’s
face. Dark trails of blood had run from a wound by his ear into the collar of
his shirt. Adam’s face was tight with tension, pale beneath his tan; it was
smeared with blood and dirt and darkened by the stubble of an unshaven beard.
Joe caught the gleam of light in his brother’s eye. The expression he wore was
one that Joe had seen only rarely on his older brother’s face – it was a
look of naked fear. Joe tried to speak, but his mouth was too dry.
Joe couldn’t understand it at all. He didn’t know
where he was, how he had come to be there, why he was all tied up, or why he
hurt so much. The last thing he could remember was riding into the valley in the
tracks of his brother’s horse. They’d had nothing more important than the
prospect of breakfast in mind. Now it seemed to be a whole day later, and he was
cold and in pain, and Adam was afraid. He managed some sort of gurgling noise,
deep inside his throat. Adam turned back to him. "It’s okay, buddy. Just
keep quiet." The strain in Adam’s voice and the look on his face told Joe
that he lied and that things were very far from all right; and it was years
since Adam had called him ‘buddy’.
Adam moved again, awkwardly. He seemed to be shielding
Joe’s body with his own from whatever was behind him. It was then that Joe
noticed that Adam’s hands and legs were bound as well.
Adam looked at his brother. In the faint light of the
early morning, the young man’s face was deathly pale with a livid, pink spot
on either cheek. His eyes were wide with alarm and confusion, bright with pain
and incipient fear. Adam lifted his hands, tightly tied together at the wrist
with strips of rawhide, to feel Joe’s brow. As he had suspected, the skin was
already tight and dry and very warm as the inevitable fever started to rage
through his body. Adam feared that the wound to Joe’s leg would become
infected. The pain, already severe, would increase immeasurably as the limb
filled up with poison, and his blood began to sour. Joe needed that doctor, and
he needed food and a warm place to lie and half a hundred other things that Adam
couldn’t provide. He knew that his brother could die of his injury; he seen it
happen before. But, right then, he had serious doubts that either of them would
live to see the sun come up.
Behind him, over by the tiny, well-shielded fire that
the Indians had built for themselves, the Shoshoni braves were arguing again.
Their voices carried to Adam in a series of low pitched and almost guttural
grunts. He knew that they spoke an elegant and sophisticated language; he was
unable to understand a single word of it. He had no doubt at all that they were
discussing their captive’s fate.
"Adam, what’s going on?" Joe rolled his
head against the ground. He was still trying to make sense of what had happened
to them. "Where are we?"
There was little comfort Adam could offer. He found it
easiest to answer the question quite literally. "We’re still in the
woods, Joe, but a whole lot closer to the desert."
It was a mercy that Joe had no recollection of the
events that had followed their capture. Adam would have much preferred to forget
them himself. Beaten and bound, he had been force-marched as gunpoint, several
miles across rough country. Joe, still unconscious, had been half carried, half
dragged, along the ground behind him. Adam had been unable to help him, or to
help himself. It was a miracle, nothing less, that Joe’s leg wound hadn’t
broken open again. Adam didn’t know, and he couldn’t guess, why they
hadn’t been killed outright. He didn’t like to let his imagination dwell on
the possibilities. He had expected to die, at once, on the spot. By now, both he
and Joe should be cold and starting to rot. What he feared most of all was that
the real horror was only about to begin. He looked over his shoulder again.
At the fireside, the heated discussion was over and the
war band was breaking up. The Indians were gathering their few possessions and
some of them were already heading towards their horses. Two of them were coming
in his direction. In the few seconds that he had, Adam felt the knot of fear
tighten in his belly. He wished that there were something he could do to protect
his brother and knew, in the same instant, that there was not. He saw his
father’s face.
Joe saw the Shoshoni coming. Tall, savage red-men with
painted faces, feathers in their hair and blood lust in their eyes. He still had
only vague memories of yesterday, but he could see the fear in Adams face and
feel his own instinctive terror. He knew that they were in deep, deep trouble.
It dawned on him that he was about to die. He got an elbow under him and started
to edge away. His bound legs were dead weight, and he had to drag them. He got
nowhere at all. The first Shoshoni brave, he with the fearful scar that ran from
temple to chin and another that crossed his cheek, stepped past Adam and put the
broad blade of his knife against Joe’s jugular vein. It effectively halted
Joe’s retreat. He cringed from the razor sharp edge of the steel.
The taller warrior stood over Adam. His black eyes
glowed with an implacable hatred. His face was painted in broad, zigzag smears
of red, white and black. The paint had run in his sweat and followed the deep
creases of his face to create a bizarre mask. His lips rolled back to reveal
square teeth that appeared grey in the light. He leaned close and Adam could
smell the strength of his breath and the rancid grease in his braids. The brave
reached out a massive hand and powerful fingers twisted themselves in Adam’s
hair. Relentlessly, Adam’s head was forced up and back, exposing his
vulnerable throat to the edge of the Indian’s knife. Adam raised his hands in
an unconscious and unavoidable gesture of supplication and gritted his teeth. He
was resigned to death; he feared another beating. These Shoshoni knew how to
inflict ferocious pain and could keep a man conscious throughout. Adam had
already experienced it once, and he didn’t want to go through it again. He
felt the sweat burst out of his skin. His mouth was dry with fear.
It was the scar-faced brave with the knife at Joe’s
throat that spoke. His eyes were on Adam. Sharply intelligent, he had worked out
the relationship between the two men. "My cousin would kill you now, White,
for what you have seen and for what you know." He spoke good English in a
low, level tone that was tense with dislike, but controlled.
Adam’s breath hissed. He didn’t know why he
wasn’t dead already. It was an oversight that he expected to be rectified at
any moment. The Indian over him snarled in his face, and Adam smelled his hot,
nutty breath again.
"You hear me, White?" the knife-man demanded.
Adam managed a nod ‘though it yanked at the roots of
his hair. "I hear you. What do you want me to say?"
The scarred face jerked in a parody of a grin. It
pulled the thick lips of the mouth sideways. "You are foolish not to be
afraid."
"It takes a brave warrior to cut a bound man’s
throat." Adam said it with a snarl and looked the Indian full in the face.
He pulled a long breath that shook in his lungs. "If your cousin wants me
dead, why doesn’t he kill me?" He was pushing his luck, but he knew that
he had nothing to lose. He wasn’t about to let these red-men see how deeply
afraid he was; he had a feeling that they would delight in his terror, and that
would only make matters worse.
Again came that jerk of the face. "I do not share
in my brother’s thought. It may be that you would serve us better alive. And
my cousin’s brother named me chief."
The eyes so close to Adam’s face glittered with rage.
"I take it," said Adam, carefully, "That it wasn’t a popular
decision." Both savage faces worked. He knew he had touched on a sore spot.
Even in the face of imminent death his agile mind was working on a way to turn
dissent between cousins into a tool for his advantage, a way to save Joe’s
life, if he could.
Scar-face tightened his grip on his knife. The edge
slipped out of sight below the line of Joe’s jaw. "My cousin’s brother
will decide your fate, if you survive the desert. You will come with us, or you
die now. Chose now, White. Chose for both." The blade pressed hard against
Joe’s neck.
Adam knew what it was that he was being offered;
between inhale and exhale he had to decide. Many of the tribes took captives,
usually women and small children as slaves to help with the soul-destroying work
of subsisting in a harsh and unforgiving environment. It was rare for men to be
taken alive. The experience wasn’t likely to be a pleasant one, and there
would be little or no opportunity for escape.
He could see the terror written plainly on Joe’s
face. His eyes were open so wide that the whites were showing all the way
‘round. His body was starting to shake. Adam felt the grip of fear in his own
gut: a hard, balled up fist of dread. It was the fear of the unknown, the fear
of pain, the primordial terror of death. He touched his lips with the point of
his tongue. He hoped that Joe would forgive him for the decision he had to make.
"I chose life."
The face above him smiled a thin, cruel smile. Adam
felt the edge of the steel, cold and keen against his neck.
The scar-face said, "You know you make a bargain,
white-man?"
"I know it." Adam’s breathing was shallow.
The blood buzzed in his head.
The painted Shoshoni tightened his grip in Adam’s
hair. He hissed into Adam’s face. "I would see the colour of your blood,
white man." The knife moved, and fresh blood flowed from the wound below
Adam’s ear.
The Shoshoni moved quickly and they travelled light.
They carried barely more than their weapons and the clothes they stood up in. As
the edge of the sun broke the eastern skyline, they were already crossing the
strip of sparse grassland that separated the last of the woods from the place
where the desert began. They had put Joe up on a horse – Adam was grateful for
that – and they tied him securely to the pony’s back. His hands still bound
before him, at the end of a rope, Adam was made to walk. He knew that being on
foot, as a helpless captive while others rode, was designed to humiliate him
and, eventually, to weaken him. In Adam’s mind there was no doubt that it
would accomplish both.
Somewhere along the way, he had lost his coat and his
hat. He knew that before the next day dawned, he would have serious need of
them. At least he had been left his clothes and, most important of all, his
boots.
Before the sun had fully risen, the war band was
heading into dry country. Aminotek was war chief. He led the way, riding out in
front on his painted, grey pony. He wore no paint on his face; he bore his
hideous scarring as a badge of his courage. He headed due east, into the dawn,
and he went at a steady pace.
Immediately behind him on a big, black, mean-mannered
gelding rode his cousin, Kalikasi, medicine chief, he of the painted and deeply
folded face – the man who wanted Adam dead. He had taken the lead rope to
Adam’s hands himself, and he made sure that he kept it tight. After them, in
single file, rode the other Shoshoni braves. One of them led Joe’s pony by the
rein and another the two spare horses the party possessed.
They rode, not together in a bunch, but widely spread
across the landscape, each man following his own path. It made their trail
obscure and hard to follow and their numbers difficult to count.
Dawn, in the desert, was a beautiful thing to behold.
The sky was banded with green and gold and apricot shades as the high, silver
clouds reflected the God-given light. The brush-land, still cold, was grey and
green, clothed knee-high to a horse in mist. Visibly creeping, as the sun
climbed higher, the shadows of single, sentinel trees, the last guardians
against the encroaching wilderness, fell over the land. They pointed and
beckoned, the dark fingers of fate.
The air was cool and damp with the mist. It smelled of
peppery dust, and it tickled the nose. As the morning drew on, that self-same
air would become searing hot, scorching the throat and the lungs and pulling the
last drop of moisture from the pores of a man’s skin. Above all, the desert
was silent: nothing moved, no birds called, not even a cricket buzzed to break
the stillness. The Indians rode quietly, each man alone. Even the ponies moved
without sound; there was no jingle of harness or clink of iron shod hooves on
the stony ground. The figures drifted like ghosts into the brightening, morning
light.
Adam stumbled and tripped. Not for the first time, he
fell, landing heavily on elbows and knees that were already raw and bleeding
from repeated contact with the unforgiving earth. The impact drew an involuntary
grunt of pain that was quickly stifled. His pride wouldn’t let them see that
he was hurt. He knew that was what they wanted most. This time, he stayed on his
knees for a while to recover his breath. He had learned that he got no reward
for getting right back up on his feet.
Kalikasi stopped the black horse and waited for him
without looking at him. He considered the white man beneath his contempt and
would not lower himself to show his impatience.
Taking a moment to look about him, Adam searched for
Joe. All the other riders had disappeared into the desolation. He began to
understand how they could come and go like wraiths on the wind, no one seeing
them, no one knowing that they were even there. They merged so perfectly with
their environment that it was impossible to locate them. He could only hope that
Joe was all right.
Because he knew that he had to, he climbed back to his
feet. He was thirsty, and his back and legs were aching. It was difficult to
walk with his hands fastened in front of him, and his feet were hurting.
High-heeled riding boots were not designed for long treks in harsh country.
Kalikasi moved off at once, jerking on the rope and making Adam stumble again.
Gradually, the dry range gave way to saw grass and
scrub and the soil to sand and stone.
Still facing east, Adam was walking right in to the
sun. The glare hurt his eyes, and the details of the landscape were lost in the
dazzle. As the morning wore on, the temperature climbed steadily. He felt as if
the gates of hell had opened before him and he had walked right in. Unbelievably
dry and soaked in his own sweat, his head was starting to spin. He was becoming
confused and disorientated, lurching from side to side on legs that no longer
obeyed the dictates of his mind. Now, the rope was pulling him along. Every step
was a renewal of agony. He staggered and stumbled repeatedly against the ground.
Inevitably, he fell again. Kalikasi allowed his horse
to walk on several paces, dragging Adam behind. This time, it took him a whole
lot longer to get up. It was a warning, and Adam heeded it. His face cut and
scraped, he had learned not to fall over.
The water hole was little more than a mud-patch at the
very edge of the desert. Surrounded by rocks and vegetation no less sparse than
the surrounding wilderness, it was sunk low down in the ground and did little to
advertize its presence. From every direction it was invisible. The Shoshoni knew
where it was and found it unerringly. There was only one way down into the
basin, a narrow path that switched back and forth between frost-shattered
boulders. The nights out here were ferociously cold.
Driven by desperate need, Adam would have used the last
of his strength in a frantic dash for the water. Kalikasi held him back, snubbed
tight against the side of his horse by the rope on his hands. Adam’s tongue
had swollen to fill his mouth; his dry lips had split and bled and dried again.
The salt of his sweat stung in his wounds. Breathless, panting in the merciless
heat, Adam looked into the medicine chief’s painted face. In Kalikasi’s
deep-set eyes he saw implacable hatred and contempt for his weakness.
The Shoshoni had water bags on their horses, the
still-hairy skins of small animals tied off at the neck. They were not thirsty.
They were content to hang back, waiting and watching, as silent and still as the
land that contained them. It was as if they expected a trap. Allowed to stand
still, just for that moment, and to rest his weight against the horse, Adam’s
head began to clear.
Bit by bit, he puzzled it out. He figured his first
guess had been about right. The Shoshoni had spare ponies with them that must
once have had riders. This group had to be part of a larger war-band that had
dispersed into the hills and the desert. Without doubt they were being pursued.
It was the brother’s bad luck that they had ridden right into them. It
occurred to Adam again, how slender the thread was by which their lives hung.
It was more than an hour before the Shoshoni braves
were content that they were alone in the landscape. To Adam, it was a fair slice
of eternity. At a given signal that he didn’t see, they emerged all at once
from the sun-bright wilderness. By then, Adam was on the point of collapse. He
was barely clinging to awareness. Spots danced in front of his eyes, and his
legs had turned into jelly.
Kalikasi grunted and jerked cruelly on the rope, but he
allowed Adam to lean on the horse as they went down the rocky path. At the
bottom he pushed him away with his foot and sent him sprawling headlong onto the
hot earth. Adam crawled to the water on his knees and his elbows. It was muddy
and warm and thick with scum. He plunged in his face and drank like an animal.
It was the sweetest of nectars, and he never wanted to stop.
Aminotek stood over him, legs astride, and twisted his
hands in his hair. He yanked him up and away from the water. Adam fought him
insanely with his bound hands, trying to get back to drink some more. Aminotek
knocked him down and hit him hard alongside the head with the end of the rope.
"Fool of a white man," he snarled in to Adam’s face. "Would you
drown in your own blood?"
Adam came slowly to his senses. He remembered what he
had forgotten: that a man starved of water mustn’t drink too much all at once.
At best he would make himself sick; at worst he’d burst his gut and die a
lingering death. He wiped his sleeve across his mouth.
"I guess I wasn’t thinking straight. What about
my brother? He needs water as well."
Aminotek looked across at Joe, still tied to the back
of the horse. White-faced, the young man was slumped forward against the
animal’s neck. He might have been unconscious – or dead. The black-eyed gaze
switched back to Adam’s face. The white man still had the light of madness in
his eyes. Aminotek looped Adam’s tether twice around a rock. It would be
enough to keep him away from the water. "Your brother will have what he
needs," he said curtly, and he stepped over Adam’s legs and walked away.
Adam watched him go. His breathing was steadying and he
was starting to think more clearly. He looked around him. The Indians, who had
been watching him with varying degrees of scorn, and some small amusement, had
returned to their tasks, filling their water-skins and allowing their ponies to
drink, generally preparing themselves for a long hard trek. One of them, on
Aminotek’s instruction, had gone to Joe and lifted his head by the hair. He
was pouring small amounts of water into the young man’s mouth. Adam was,
apparently, being ignored.
Left to his own devices, Adam contemplated escape. The
black horse stood not far away, its reins trailing on the ground. It wore no
saddle, only a faded blanket and daubs of red paint on its sweating hide.
The animal turned its head towards Adam and snorted as
if it could read his mind. Adam thought about it some more. If he could get his
sore and bruised body as far as the horse and get himself on to its back, there
was just a chance that he could get out of here, dodging the arrows and whatever
bullets the Indians had. Riding hell for leather across the desert he might just
be able to find some help – and to get it back here in time…
The black horse shook its head in negation, and Adam
had to agree. It might be his last chance of freedom, but he would have to go
without Joe. The Shoshoni could travel much faster without captives; if he made
good an escape, or died in the attempt, his brother wouldn’t live out the
hour. He turned his head and found Aminotek’s eyes on him. The war-chief’s
face was inscrutable, but Adam had the feeling his mind had been read. He had
been allowed to think exactly what he had thought and to reach the conclusion
that he had reached. Adam couldn’t run away, hell, he couldn’t even walk!
And he couldn’t leave Joe behind.
They encouraged him to relieve himself in the rocks
well away from the water – they wouldn’t be stopping again before nightfall
– and before they set out they allowed him to drink again, but sparingly. This
time they put him up on a horse, which was as well because his legs had failed
and he couldn’t walk any more. They tied his wrists to the pony’s neck and
passed a loop under its belly to secure his legs. By mid-afternoon the little
party of horses and men were moving out into the blazing heat of the desert.
Still thirsty and hungry and exposed to the heat,
Adam’s suffering could only increase. An expert horseman for twenty years he
had no trouble staying on the horse’s back, even without the help of a saddle.
The appaloosa was a gelding and relatively well behaved. He also had a backbone
like a saw-blade’s edge and a slightly erratic gait. These two, combined with
the rough terrain, threatened to cut Adam in half.
The Indians rode as before, widely spread across the
country. One of the braves led Adam’s pony, and another, Joe’s. Kalikasi
rode alone. The desert was desolation incarnate, a hellish expanse of naked
stone. The rocks heaved and swelled like the waves of an ocean, frozen in time.
Heat waves shimmered and dust devils danced on the flats. The sky was an
unturned, burning bronze bowl, and the air held the breath of hell.
One by one the riders faded away into the shivering
distance, lost in the haze of sand and sun like wraiths on a misty night. On the
rocks where they passed, there was no sign at all, nothing to show that they had
ever been…
Three
Hat in hand, Hoss Cartwright took the two steps down
from the stoop into the yard. A huge and powerful man, he drew a long breath
that filled his lungs to capacity. His mighty chest swelled until the fine,
white linen of his shirt strained against the buttons that held it together.
Self effacing and modest to a fault, Hoss hated wearing his best, Sunday
go-to-meeting suit and the tight fitting, highly polished brown-leather boots
that went with it, with a heart-felt sincerity. On this particular afternoon of
early summer he wasn’t minding it one bit. He no longer noticed the black
ribbon at his throat that had cost half an hour of painstaking effort to
manipulate into an elaborate bow, or the constriction of the caramel-coloured
broadcloth across his shoulders, or the pinch of the boots. He might have been
walking on air.
He took the time to savour the moment. He knew that
this was going to be one of those pivotal moments that he would carry with him,
in memory, for the rest of his life.
The afternoon was sliding slowly and surely into
evening. The dome of the sky was a deep, true blue with the sunlight slanting
steeply down from the west. It lit the little farmstead with a soft, golden
light.
The Fletchers had worked long and hard to resurrect the
ramshackle property from the wilderness it had become when Nathan Boxer and his
sons had been running the place. Hoss and his brothers had helped out whenever
they could. Now, at last, it was beginning to show some return for all their
efforts. Fletcher had built a brand new house on the site of the old,
sway-backed shack, and his wife had planted roses to climb over the porch to the
roof. Already the plants were showing new growth – a promise of continued
prosperity to come.
The previous autumn, before the first snows, the
Cartwrights had raised a new barn – a gift from family to family – and Adam,
Hoss’s elder brother, had designed one of those fancy bath-houses he was so
all-fired fond of all of a sudden, and that was to be built this year.
Beyond the barn there was a new corral and a long row
of fence posts that followed the curve of the road to the belt of cottonwood
trees that marked the edge of the farm. The fields were planted with long rows
of corn, softly green and yellow and white in the afternoon light. A dozen head
of cattle grazed in the meadow beside the stream. Two milk cows and four horses
occupied the corral, and a whole clutch of golden-brown chickens scratched about
in the yard. Altogether, it was an achievement of which the family could be
justly proud.
Hoss let the breath out in a long and satisfied sigh.
Life was good. Everything he had hoped for had come about, and he was a happy
man. Right across the yard from where he stood, a diminutive figure waited
beside the corral fence. A small, faired-haired woman in her blue, best dress,
she was gazing out across the fields towards the trees beyond. Hoss recalled,
abruptly, why he was here, all dressed up like a turkey at a Thanksgiving feast,
and what he was going to do. A big smile spread over his broad, bluff face. As
far as he was concerned, the worst part of his ordeal was already over; now, he
just had to ask Mary Fletcher one simple question, and he was already pretty
sure of the answer.
All his senses were pre-naturally sharp as he crossed
the short distance between them. In a flutter of bronzed feathers, the chickens
scattered in front of his feet. He both heard and felt the crunch of earth
beneath the soles of his boots. Crickets buzzed in the uncut grass beside the
well. A cow flicked her tail and tossed her head, bothered by a long-tailed fly.
Somewhere over the meadow a red-breasted thrush lifted its voice in an evening
song. In a final glimmer of glory, the sun set behind the shoulder of the
mountain, and the sky in the east grew dark.
In the fast fading warmth of the afternoon, Hoss felt
the cool brush of the mountain’s breath in the breeze against his cheek. The
air smelled of summer grass and distant pine.
The light fell softly on Mary Fletcher’s face. Her
skin was delicate, flawless, almost white. The pale column of her neck rose to a
jaw-line a trifle sharp. Her nose was narrow and finely tipped; her mouth seemed
to Hoss to be ever on the verge of a smile. He loved the sound of her ready,
bubbling laughter. Pale, golden hair swept back from her face into a loose bun
at the back of her head. A thick tendril had artfully escaped the pins and
coiled itself against her cheek. Hoss found the urge to take that curl of hair
and coil it ‘round his thick fingers all but impossible to resist. Mary’s
cornflower-blue eyes, just two shades darker than the dress she wore, were
wistful as she looked towards the meadow where the mists were starting to gather
in profusion down by the stream.
She sensed Hoss standing behind her, felt something of
the heat radiating from his big body. A tender smile touched her lips.
"Isn’t it beautiful, Hoss?"
Hoss lifted his eyes from the woman he loved to look at
the darkening landscape. He had to agree. "It sure is, Miss Mary." He
reached out and placed a hand on the top rail of the fence, half encompassing
her in his arms. "I don’t reckon as I ever seen anythin’ half so pretty
in my whole life." He wasn’t referring to the scenery and Mary Fletcher
knew it. A flush of colour rose into her throat.
Suddenly, she stiffened. "Oh, look Hoss! Look! A
shooting star!"
Just in time, Hoss looked east to see the single streak
of brilliance fade across the darkest third of the sky.
"Hoss, do you think it’s an omen, just for
us?" Mary wrapped her arms ‘round herself. Her eyes were aglow.
"I’d like to think it’s a sign sent by God especially for us. A sign
that no one else in the whole wide world can see."
Hoss was a little uncertain of how to handle this
romantic sort of talk. "Well, Ma’am, iffen that’s what you want ta
think, then that’s what we’ll say it was: a sign ‘specially for us."
Mary laughed lightly, but the sound was a trifle
forced. She was feeling just as anxious as he was. She turned to face him, her
big, gentle giant of a man. Hoss stepped back to give her space. Bashfully he
turned the rim of his high-crowned hat ‘round and ‘round in his hands. He
was a nervous as a schoolboy on recital day. His belly was all filled with
ladybug wings, and his legs belonged to somebody else. He found it hard to look
into the lady’s face.
"Mary, I bin a-talkin’ ta yore Pa." The
words came out all in a rush, and Hoss clamped his jaws tight shut to stop the
rest of them tumbling right on out behind them. He’d had hours of patient
coaching on how to do this from his brothers: firstly from Joe and later, more
usefully, from Adam. Adam had taught him to breathe. Hoss pulled a deep breath.
Mary prompted gently. "And what did my Pa have to
say?"
The big smile started to creep back onto Hoss’s face.
"Your Pa say’s it’s just fine by him iffen I ask you, only I gotta ask
you." Hoss frowned. He wasn’t at all sure that he understood all the
convoluted proprieties of this, even though Adam and his Pa had explained it
quite carefully, several times. He remembered what Adam had said and breathed.
Somewhat uncertainly, he began again. "Mary, I
know I ain’t nothin’ special ta look at, but I’m big, an’ I’m strong,
an’ I sure know how ta work hard."
Mary reached out to touch his face. "Hoss,
you’re kind and generous and as handsome a man as any woman could ever want to
meet."
"Heck, Mary, I sure ain’t no oil paintin’."
Hoss’s cheeks flared pink.
Mary watched his face. It was plain that the big man
was having difficulty. "What was it you wanted to ask me?"
Hoss gazed at her. All the fancy words and phrases that
Adam had carefully taught him had flown clean out of his head. He guessed that
he would just have to get it said in his own way after all. He flushed
furiously. Bashful, he looked at his boots, then lifted his eyes to her face
again. They were the palest blue, bright and hopeful. "Mary," Hoss
drew a breath. He’d remembered that much at least. "I’d kinda like fer
you ta be my wife."
"Oh, Hoss!" Mary was so relieved; she had
thought he would never pluck up the courage. "Yes! Of course I’ll marry
you!"
His hands went round her instinctively as she moved in
close against his chest. She closed her eyes as he lowered his face, and felt
the first touch of his lips.
Hoss was bouncing home in the wagon in the very last of
the light. He figured that he was about as happy as a man had any right to be
this side of that Paradise place his Pa was always talking about. Little Mary
Fletcher had said yes!
Hoss had big plans. He was going to build a fine house
up in the high country. He had a spot already picked out in his mind: a place
where the view of the lake was truly superb, a place where there was fresh,
running water, unspoiled stands of magnificent timber and pastureland with good
grazing. He and Mary would raise pedigree bulls and fine horses and a whole big
passel of kids. He couldn’t wait to tell his Pa all about it and to see the
look of his brother’s faces just as soon as they got home from their trip.
The Ponderosa, on a summer’s evening, was a beautiful
place to be. The grasslands, devoid of animals now that that the cattle had been
moved to high grazing, lay empty under the wide, open sky. The tussocky grass
that had fed the winter herds was starting to re-grow; the scent of its growing
was a heady aroma on the cooling evening air. The hills beyond were already in
darkness, and the sky was changing from silver to velvet black.
Hoss let the cantering horses run through the ford of
the stream without even slowing them down. Water sprayed out in great fans from
the wheels, and Hoss laughed aloud with the sheer joy of being alive.
He was almost home and anticipating supper: hot coffee
and a great slab of fresh apple pie, when he caught sight of the horses. They
were grazing alongside the road quite close to the house, where no one’s
horses had any right to be. A slight frown clouding his generous features, Hoss
hauled on the thick, strap reins and brought the running team to a halt.
Sitting quiet and motionless on the high seat of the
wagon, he listened and searched the trees with his eyes. Except for the fidget
of the horses and the jingle of harness, the night was utterly silent and still.
Hoss would have sworn there was no one about.
Hoss set the brake and wound the reins around the
lever. He climbed down over the wheel. The nearest horse, a large, dark coloured
mare, eyed him warily as he approached. Hoss held out a hand. The mare threw up
her head and danced away from him. He saw her eye gleam in the light of the
rising moon. He caught up the trailing rein.
"Easy now girl, easy." Hoss spoke gently and
unselfconsciously to the horse and after a few, calming words she gradually
quieted. Hoss stroked her nose and breathed into her nostrils. He felt her hide
quiver. "What you doin’ out here all be yore-self, huh?"
By way of an answer, the mare snorted and nuzzled his
hand. Although she was skittish, she was missing human company, her stall in the
barn and a generous measure of oats. Hoss looked ‘round suspiciously at the
nearby patch of woodland. There was still no one about. With the skill of an
accomplished expert, he checked the horse over. Apart from a few scuff marks and
a missing shoe, she appeared to be undamaged. She shivered and snorted, shaking
her head. Hoss spoke to her again: soft, soothing words. He looked at the saddle
on her back.
The scowl that had settled onto his face deepened. No
one had ridden the mare for a very long time. The leather seat of the saddle was
dirty and bits of the harness were broken. Hoss went over it bit by bit, moving
more and more slowly, until he came to the stock of the long saddle gun. His
lips set into a thin, tight line as he pulled the rifle out from under the
saddle skirts. The gun was achingly familiar; there was no doubt at all that it
belonged to his elder brother. Hoss looked at the other horse, now standing in
the full light of the moon. It was Joe Cartwright’s pinto mare.
His scowl ever deepening, Hoss worked his way backwards
over the mare’s dark hide. When he got near her rump she flinched away from
him and tried to step on his foot.
"Easy girl. Easy." The big man murmured soft
endearments. "It’s gonna be all right. Ol’ Hoss is gonna take real good
care o’ you."
A long way behind the saddle, in the fleshiest part of
the muscle, he found an ugly wound all clotted up with blood and dirt. Out of
the festering mess stuck the broken-off stump of an arrow. Hoss ground his teeth
together. There was no surer sign that his brothers were in all sorts of
trouble.
Ben Cartwright rode home that night with a smile on his
handsome, if ageing, face. Altogether, it had been a successful day. It had
started before first light with a new foal born in the barn: a fine dark colt
with all of Monarch’s good looks and the promise of speed from his mother’s
side. Often as he had seen it over the years, that miracle of birth always left
him amazed and rejoicing. And then, in the morning light, he had taken the long
ride up to John Parkinson’s holding, up beyond Painter’s Ridge
Parkinson had been a neighbour and a cordial, if not
close, acquaintance for a good long time. Now, the years had taken their toll,
and old John and his wife Helen had decided to sell up and move away to spend
their retirement years somewhere out by the ocean. It had taken a whole day’s
wrangling on Ben's part – Parkinson was ever the man to drive a hard bargain
– but he had bought the place, lock, stock and barrel, for a fair and
reasonable price. The Parkinson place lay in a valley deep in a fold in the
hills. It had timber and water and some pretty fine pasture. The house was well
built and plenty large enough for a small family, and there was space alongside
to expand. On his way home, Ben had got to thinking that the little ranch would
make a handsome wedding gift for a marrying son.
The trail topped the rise and he stopped to let his horse blow. From where he sat he could see the home ranges laid out before him like a darkling map in the moonlight. The pine forests were black, and the lake, a silver mirror that reflected the sky. Set in amongst its surrounding barns and outhouses and the web-work of fences that formed the corrals, the big house was all lit up like a beacon. It was blazing light into the night at an hour long after everyone should have been safely in bed. It was then that Ben felt the very first inklings of concern. He kicked his horse into a weary canter and rode swiftly down the road that led home.
This time, for once, Paul Martin’s distinctive buggy
was not parked in front of the house. Ben heaved a massive sigh of relief as he
stepped down from the saddle. The family doctor was also a personal friend, but
in recent months he had been required to make all too many professional calls on
the Cartwrights for Ben’s peace of mind. All through the house, the lamps
still burned. Perhaps Hoss was simply too excited to sleep; perhaps a small
celebration was already in progress. The smile returned to Ben’s face as he
approached his own front door.
Hoss had been pacing the floor for hours, wearing a
path in the floor in front of the hearth. He had the unmistakable feeling that
he ought to be doing something, but right there and then in the middle of the
night, he wasn’t at all sure what. He was never so glad as when he heard his
Pa’s horse pull up in the yard outside.
Ben came in through the door in a rush. The big smile
and the ready words of congratulation died unspoken on his lips. One long look
at the expression on Hoss’s face was enough to tell him that something,
somewhere, had gone seriously awry. His first thought was that Mary Fletcher had
turned his big son down. Instinct alone told him that this wasn’t the case;
the two were perfectly suited and very much in love. Ben dumped hat and gloves
on the sideboard and strode across the room. He took that long, last moment of
not knowing to pull a steadying breath.
"What is it, son?"
Hoss gave him an unhappy look. "It’s Joe an’
Adam, Pa. I reckon somethin’ awful bad’s happened to them out there in the
hills."
Ben let the breath out carefully, suppressing the
sudden feeling of dread. Time enough for that later when he had discovered all
the facts. "What makes you think that?"
In short, terse sentences, Hoss told him. "I found
their horses on the road home tonight, grazing in the north quarter. Critters
hadn’t been ridden in quite a long stretch. No sign of Adam or Joe, but all
their gear was still on their saddles."
Ben’s mouth was suddenly dry. All thoughts of
celebrations and weddings were dashed out of his head. He searched desperately
for a plausible explanation. "Did you check the horses over? Was there any
sign that there had been a fight?"
Hoss’s face took on a look Ben had seen only once
before – that day long ago when he had come down the staircase to tell his
father that Adam had been shot in the belly. "There weren’t no blood on
the saddles, Pa, but you know that don’t mean nothin’. Adam’s horse had an
arrow stuck in her butt. It’s been in there one hell of a time, an’ them
critters have come through some pretty rough country all by themselves. Their
legs is all cut, and they sure were hungry."
Ben stared at his son, and Hoss saw the dawning horror
in his father’s dark eyes. He knew very well the effect this news was having,
and it was news that he hated to give.
Ben swallowed hard. There was great lump in his throat
that wouldn’t go down and a hard knot of dread in his belly. "I been
hearing about Indians raiding up North and across the line into California, but
nowhere near where Adam and Joe were going."
Hoss stood in front of the fire with his back to the
flames. His shoulders were hunched, and his hands were thrust deep into his
front pants pockets. His broad features were creased up into that deeply
perplexed expression that he wore when he was struggling with problems inside
his head. "They sure as heck run into Indian trouble, Pa. Look’s like
they were runnin’, didn’t get no chance ta fight back. Their saddle guns
were still on their horses, an’ all their other gear as well."
Ben insisted on going over to the barn and, with
painstaking care, looking over both of the horses himself. As Hoss had said,
there were no injuries on Joe’s horse – just the signs that she had been
living rough for some time as she made her way home. Adam’s horse was a whole
different story. Hoss had cut out the arrowhead and done what he could to clean
up the wound, but there was a massive infection and the animal was seriously
lame. Ben wondered if it wouldn’t be kindest to put her down, but he just
couldn’t do it; somehow she was a last link with Adam, and Hoss seemed
convinced that he could get her walking again. He decided to give her a chance
to recover.
The conclusion he came to was inevitable. Whichever way
he looked at it, resourceful as they might be, two of his sons were in serious
need of help. He looked at Hoss across the back of Adam’s horse.
"We won’t be able to do any backtracking. The
trail’s too old, and it’s been raining up in the hills. But we know which
way Adam was planning to go, north through the hills as far as Pyramid Lake and
then a long swing west and south, stopping off to visit with that friend of his
in the Sacramento Valley."
"That’s one awful big country out there, Pa,
even if Adam didn’t change his mind along the way and go someplace else. You
reckon we got a cat’s chance o’ findin’ them?" Hoss was unhappily
dubious of their chance of success, and he had to add, reluctantly, "Even
if they are still alive."
Ben’s dark eyebrows clashed together. "What do
you mean, still alive?"
Hoss was increasingly uncomfortable. He found it more
and more difficult to look his father in the face. "Pa, I reckon you just
gotta face it. Adam an’ Joe have run into some pretty serious trouble out
there. Somethin’ – something awful might o’ happened to ‘em."
Angrily, Ben’s voice started to rise. "What
would you have me do? Sit at home by the fire and wait and see if your brothers
ever manage to find their way back home?"
Hoss sighed heavily. "You know I didn’t mean
nothin’ like that, Pa. It’s just there’s an awful lot o’ places they
could be. We’re gonna be a long time a-lookin’."
"Then we’ll look ‘til we find them!" Ben
wasn’t prepared, right there and then, to admit to any more sinister
possibilities than that his sons were lost and afoot in the hills.
"Yes, Sir." Hoss scuffed his boots in the
dirt. He looked about as miserable as Ben had ever seen him, and he felt much
that way as well. He gazed at the horrid wound on the horse’s rump. It was
indisputable evidence that his brothers had run into more than a little trouble.
He guessed his Pa just wasn’t going to be able to see it that way for quite
some time. Hoss feared the worst, and he hoped to heaven that he was wrong.
Ben’s anger abated as rapidly as it had come. He came
out of the mare’s stall, running a hand over her rump as he passed. He felt
empty, drained, and sick to his stomach. He put his hand on Hoss’s shoulder.
"Let’s go and get some rest. We’ll start out first thing in the morning
– follow the route they would have taken and see what we can find out."
Side by side, walking close together for comfort and
companionship, the two men made their way back across the yard to the house.
They put out most of the lamps, leaving a solitary light burning on the porch
over the door, and, eventually, they retired to their beds. There was little
sleep to be had for either of them that night.
*******
The heat leeched quickly from the barren
lands as the solar orb slid into the west. The days were hot in the desert, with
the sun beating down without mercy and little water to be had. The nights were
bright and starlit and bitingly cold. There had been no fires lit and no hot
food prepared. The little party of Shoshoni warriors and their two, bound
captives had existed solely on stale-tasting water, dried meat and little cakes
of hard, gritty bread.
For days uncounted, they had been riding steadily north
and then west into these dry, brown hills. They rode, for the most part,
silently, one behind the other. The unshod hooves of the ponies made little
noise on the stony path, and each horse stepped, almost exactly, into the tracks
of the one in front. For Adam Cartwright, the razor-backed appaloosa pony had
become his own, personal instrument of torture. With his head hung down almost
to his knees, the animal followed the horse in front on a long, loose lead line.
He walked lazily and often stumbled, which added to Adam’s agony.
Adam had begun to despair. He had been separated from
his own kind, removed from any semblance of civilization, mistreated and abused.
What made it worse, he couldn’t see any way back. Physical pain had become a
way of life. Every evening, Adam had provided the Indians with their principle
source of entertainment. He couldn’t count the beatings he’d taken, and his
body was covered in bruises and blood. It was a tribute to the skill of his
abusers that no bones were broken, and he still had all his teeth.
Adam was hungry and thirsty, and he couldn’t remember
a time when it hadn’t been so. He hurt in more places than he could begin to
think about. Added to his anguish was his concern for Joe. Several horses behind
him, his brother lay slumped across his pony’s neck like a man already dead.
Any attempt to look for him earned Adam another blow.
Evening was fast approaching when the path, barely
discernible as it switched back and forth among the rocks, took a final turn and
delivered them into the heart of the Shoshoni encampment. The settlement was so
well concealed among the surrounding rocks and scrub that it would be all but
unnoticeable unless a man stumbled right into it. Their arrival did not come as
an unannounced surprise. Far-flung watchers had seen them approaching, and word
had been carried ahead. There was no rapturous welcome, merely a quiet
acceptance of their coming.
With a single slash of a sharp-edged blade, Adam was
cut free from the horse. His hands still bound, he allowed himself to slide
gratefully from its back. He felt as if its saw edged spine had all but cut him
in half. The relief of not having to sit astride was an exquisite agony all of
its own. His legs were all of a tremble, and he couldn’t stand unaided. He
stood clinging to the animal’s neck with his fingers entangled in its stringy
mane. Without breaking his stride, Kalikasi walked past and cuffed him
along-side the head.
Adam went down hard and stayed down. He had learned the
long way ‘round that getting right back onto his feet was an open invitation
to anyone with the inclination to knock him down again, and his audacity could
earn him another beating. From his vantage point, close to the ground, he took
the opportunity to look around.
Upon close examination, the settlement proved to be a
village of considerable sophistication. As an engineer, Adam was impressed. The
shelters were large and well constructed, each one providing living space for
several people. Built out of materials gleaned from the surrounding area, and
incorporating the natural rocks into their structure, they all but disappeared
into the background. Animal hides were draped across doorways and window
openings, and the roofs were thickly thatched with scrub and bundles of desert
grasses. The whole place had an air of semi-permanence, and Adam got the
impression it had been here, hidden among the hills, for some time.
Outside each shelter, a small cooking fire burned, but
little smoke escaped into the still sky of evening. Adam smelled the wood-smoke
and the aroma of cooking food. His pinched and empty stomach clenched with
hunger, and thick fluids flooded his mouth.
The still-functioning, carefully calculating part of
his mind observed the people. He counted thirty or so Shoshoni braves and,
perhaps, a dozen women. They moved quietly and effectively about their business,
taking no notice at all of a lowly, beaten-down captive. They were all adults,
young or in early middle age. He saw no old people and very few children, and,
listening, he could not hear the pipe of children’s voices. More and more he
became convinced that this was a splinter group, split off from the main tribes
across the desert, used to moving fast when they had to and melting away into
the landscape. His fear re-established itself.
Their clothes were of leather, mostly well worn, and
were the all the shades of the earth. Here and there was a flash of brighter
colours, of blue and of red, a blanket, a necklace, a bit of bright quill-work
woven into a shirt. He saw fringed skirts on a woman, a rabbit-skin cloak on a
man. There were hides stretched out on wooden frames to dry and elaborate
baskets, beautifully made, some only half complete.
A brave shouted something incomprehensible at him and
made an angry gesture. Adam knew it was time to get up, unless he fancied taking
another kicking. He got his feet under him, but his knees buckled as he
straightened up, dumping him unceremoniously back in the dirt. It hurt, but Adam
wouldn’t let the pain show. He gritted his teeth. He made another try, and,
this time, he got as far as his knees. The brave yelled at him again, full in
the face, and grabbed him by the elbow. Another pair of hands on the other side
helped haul him up onto unwilling legs. Adam staggered. As he was led unsteadily
away, he caught a fleeting glimpse of his brother. Two of the Shoshoni half
lifted, half carried him into one of the shelters. It seemed that he must still
be alive.
Adam wasn’t given the chance to look back. He was
marched and, when he stumbled, dragged, to a shelter at the end of the village
where a larger fire burned within a circle of smooth, rounded stones. Adam was
thrown, or, more nearly, dropped, on the ground. He landed with enough force to
break open the dried-up cuts of his knees. He choked off the gasp of pain before
it reached his lips. Through a blur of tears he saw a kaleidoscope of faces turn
slowly about him. He saw Kalikasi’s deeply creased features, now all but
devoid of paint, and Aminotek’s deep-scarred cheeks. Adam saw nothing noble
about the savage faces; he saw naked hatred in some, impassiveness in others.
His senses wavered. He had been many days in the sun
without his hat, and he was afraid that the heat of the desert might just have
cooked his brain. Still on his knees, he straightened his back and filled up his
lungs. He clung desperately to his awareness. He couldn’t afford to pass out
now. Instinctively, he knew that whatever fate he had been riding towards was
about to confront him. If he was to survive, he was going to need his wits about
him.
The spotted hide that covered the doorway of the
shelter lifted, and another Indian stepped out of the dimness within. A tall man
of immense strength and stature, he stood tall and straight against the sky.
Adam, still gasping for his breath, had to lean back on his heels to look up at
him.
Like the others, he wore a deerskin shirt, tough hide
trousers with a breechcloth over the front, and loose fitting leather boots.
Around his neck were several necklaces of seashells and assorted beads and, at
his belt, a broad bladed knife in an elaborate sheath.
He was the oldest of the Shoshoni that Adam had yet
seen, although his hair, worn long and loose, with only a plain band of rawhide
around his forehead to keep it in place, was still a glossy raven-black. His
deeply bronzed face was smooth skinned and severely handsome with wide features
and a narrow nose; his eyelids had a slight epicanthic fold, and his mouth was a
thin, straight line. He looked at Adam out of black eyes that burned; it was as
if he could see through into his very soul. Adam met his gaze squarely, refusing
to flinch.
It was not Adam to whom the Indian addressed himself
– it was to the surrounding crowd which must, by then, have included every
Shoshoni in the camp. He spoke a few words, short and sharp, and a furious
conversation erupted over Adams head. Held entirely in their own language, it
was beyond Adam’s comprehension, but he was in no doubt at all that it
concerned his life.
Many braves spoke; each seemed to have the right. Each
man stepped into the circle of stones to express his opinion and was allowed to
speak for as long as he wished. The evening grew long, and Adam’s senses began
to swim again. The principle argument was between Aminotek and Kalikasi, as it
had been all along. One saw a use for Adam’s life; the other wanted him dead.
Both had his say in the circle of stones, and the handsome Shoshoni listened
carefully to both sides. Adam reasoned that this had to be Kalikasi’s brother,
the leader of the band and the man who had the final say of life and death. He
tried to think of some way to sway the ultimate decision - and came up empty.
Eventually, the discussion became circular. The
chieftain called a halt to it. He said one sharp word, and the argument ceased.
The chief spoke several short, clipped sentences. Kalikasi dissented angrily.
The chief spoke again, and his brother fell silent, glowering; his face was
furious and dark with blood.
The tall chieftain gazed round at the gathering, his
dark eyes challenging. It had grown dark while the men had talked, and the
temperature was dropping rapidly. Adam, who had been broiling in his own sweat
all day, was now shivery cold. The sea of bronze faces glowed gold in the
firelight; the flickering light of the flames danced on their skins. No one else
offered opposition to his will.
The chieftain loomed over Adam. His expression was
remote, aloof, his physical presence imposing. "I am Washatak, chief of
these people" The voice was stern, the words spoken in perfect, cultured
English. "You are now my captive, white man, the property of the niwini,
the people, and less than a man. Do you understand me?"
Adam met the chief’s gaze squarely. He pulled a
breath. "I understand that I have been taken from my people and brought
here against my will." He held out his bound hands to prove his point.
"My brother and I have done nothing to harm the niwini, nothing to deserve
this." He allowed his anger and his defiance to show in his eyes; in truth,
there was little he could do to hide them.
Kalikasi snarled at him angrily. "Are you not a
white man? Was it not the white man who drove our peoples out of the east,
across the mountains and into the desert?" He encompassed the whole of the
surrounding, arid hills with a sweep of the arm.
"Am I responsible for the doing of all my
people?" Adam retorted. "Can one man stand against the wind what blows
from the desert?"
Washatak said something in his own language, and
Kalikasi subsided again, ‘though his eyes still burned with rage. Washatak
reached out and took a brand from the fire. He held the burning end close to
Adam’s face. Adam smelled the smell of singeing hair and knew it was his own.
He felt the heat of the flame on his cheek and feared for his eye, but he would
not cringe or move away. Washatak held out his other hand, open, palm up. Adam
saw the deeply etched lifeline, forked and broken twice. He looked into the
Indians eyes.
"Know that I hold your life in my hand, white man.
Remember that you are mine." Washatak closed the hand into a fist. Adam
felt the strong fingers about his heart. The flame moved closer, a tiny
fraction. Still, he would not flinch.
"If I free you," Washatak said, "do you
give me you word you will not run away?"
"The word of a white man!" Kalikasi spat and
turned his face away. Washatak ignored him. He watched Adam’s face.
"Do you make a bargain, white man?"
Adam gazed directly into the obsidian-dark eyes. The
flame burning so close to his face reflected in their depths. He saw cruelty
there, hard and bright, and courage, and something else – something akin to
curiosity. His lips were dry. He touched them with his tongue. "I would not
leave without my brother at my side."
The eyes narrowed just a fraction. Adam held them
evenly with his own. The burning brand held steady. Without speaking further,
two men from different worlds reached some glimmer of understanding.
Washatak tossed the brand back into the fire and made a
sharp gesture to one of the watching warriors. Impassive, the brave stepped
forward with a sharp edged blade and, with two swift strokes, sliced away the
leather throngs that bound Adam’s wrists.
Adam’s hands had been bound so tightly, and for so
long, that they were useless. Still on his knees, he tucked them under his
armpits. Gently, he rocked back and forth, trying to ease the pain as the blood
flowed freely through his fingers once more. He was careful not to let the
anguish show on his face.
Kalikasi stepped into the circle of stones and
confronted his brother. "You do not listen to my warnings, Washatak, but I
will tell you, as I told Aminotek, if this one stays alive, the blood of our
people will run red into the sand. I am medicine chief. I have seen it written
in the clouds of the morning; I have heard it whispered by the wind in the
night." He spoke proudly and with the authority of his office. The
movements of his body betrayed the emotions he felt. There was no doubt at all
that he meant every word that he said. There was an edge to his voice, barely
concealed within his anger. Adam wondered what it might be.
Washatak gazed at Kalikasi, a bleak expression on his
high boned face. "I hear your words, brother."
Kalikasi snarled, "But you do not listen!"
The chieftain held up his hand for peace. Kalikasi
stiffened, still fuming with anger, and stepped out of the circle. Washatak
looked down at Adam. The firelight danced across his high-boned features,
touching his inscrutable face with gold. "Remember your promise, white man.
We have a bargain."
Adam lifted his head and spoke boldly; having lived
this long, he figured he had nothing to lose. "Washatak, my brother is
dying."
The Shoshoni chief had already dismissed him from mind
and turned away. Now, he turned back; for a moment, Adam had his attention.
"If my brother dies, our bargain dies with him." Adam held the
chief’s dark gaze, and his tone was uncompromising.
Washatak’s eyes burned; an angry muscle twitched in
his cheek. He gave Adam a long, hard look. Then he barked a command and made a
swift gesture with his hand before he walked away.
A burly brave seized Adam by either elbow and lifted
him onto his feet. They marched him forcibly back through the village. His legs
were still unresponsive, and he found it difficult to walk. He supposed he was
fortunate that they didn’t make him crawl. For a moment resisting his captors,
he looked back over his shoulder; the chieftain and the council fire were
already out of sight.
The moonless night was velvet black, the small
cook-fires bright pools of light in the darkness. Dark eyes in fire-gilded faces
turned to watch him pass. Adam’s thoughts were becoming confused. He fought
his way through a pain filled nightmare and couldn’t wake himself up.
Before he reached his destination, his legs collapsed
completely, and he was dragged the last few yards. They lifted up the flap of a
shelter and dumped him unceremoniously inside.
Adam found himself on his face on a hard earth floor.
He concentrated, first of all, purely on breathing, in and out, His lungs hurt;
every last inch of him hurt. He was hungry, thirsty, and he was in pain. His
wrists were raw where the rawhide had bitten into his flesh; his face smarted
where the flame had seared his cheek. His ribs hurt where he had been kicked,
and his back hurt from the beatings. Adam didn’t know why he was still alive.
He doubted it was through any altruistic feeling on the Shoshoni’s part. They
had some use for him that he hadn’t yet fathomed. He knew that it was a state
of affairs that could be reversed at any time. At last he got his hands under
him and pushed himself onto his knees.
He listened to the darkness. Far off he could hear men
talking – the low rumble of his captor’s voices as they sat outside by the
fires. Inside the shelter was the sound of breathing: his own, harsh and rasping
as his body struggled for some measure of recovery, slowing, steadying as it was
achieved. But not all the breathing was his. There was someone else breathing,
lighter and faster, like an animal.
The shelter was not entirely dark. The flap at the
entrance had not fallen completely into place, and the light of the fire outside
filtered in through the gap. As Adam’s eyes gradually adjusted to the gloom,
he took a long took ‘round. He discovered that he was in the same shelter as
Little Joe. His brother lay flat on his back on a woven rug on the ground. A
rough blanket covered his legs. It looked as if he thrown it off in his fever.
On hands and knees, Adam crawled to his side.
"Joe, Joe!" Adam’s voice was harsh from
lack of water and from the hardships he had endured. "Joe, can you hear
me?" He put a hand on Joe’s arm and felt the heat of his fevered flesh
burning through his shirt. Joe didn’t respond to his voice, didn’t seem to
hear him. This skin of his face was hot, tight and dry. It was a marvel to Adam
that, after all he had been through, Joe was alive at all.
Adam looked towards the doorway. He was frantic for
help, on the verge of panic, but he knew very well that if he stuck his head
outside neither he nor Joe would live to see morning. He had no doubt at all
that his brother was dying, and there was nothing he could think of to do to
prevent it. Adam closed his eyes, just for a moment, then climbed unsteadily to
his feet. He had to do something – get someone – no matter what it cost him.
Hands clenched, he turned to the door.
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